Suffocation Emancipation

Suffocation,
Emancipation,
From the pain I feel,
How to know what is real.
Why?  WHY? Does it go on?
Hold my breath till it’s gone.

Struggling inside,
With rotten fruit of my pride,
Flay the skin from the bone,
Gasp and shriek a pleasant moan.
Can’t let the beast within become without,
Discipline worn to a ragged shout,

I will not stumble I will not fall,
I will not listen or heed the call.
It’s the only way to slowly stop the pain,
That’s why I’ve fettered all this chain.
To free me from my breath and past,
But how long will this freedom last?

It’s the only way to slowly stop the pain,
That’s why I’ve fettered all this chain,
Emancipation,
Though suffocation,
Of the beast within,
Oh Lord I do not want to sin.